Joel 23rd March 2011

Dear Grandma, if i could have told you how wonderful you were then i would have told you my whole lifetime. I couldn't find the words to tell you how amazing you were, and still are. You helped me to see life in a positive way. You helped raise me, i truly can't live without you. I would die for you. Why you? Why did God choose to take you away from me? You were my world, and are my world, and you help me to live life, and when i do something good i know it is you that has helped me to achieve it. Although you have left, here in my heart you will stay. When i see a picture of you i reminise about the joy you brought to everyone's life. I want to go back to that moment and stay there forever. I am so sorry for the things i didn't tell you. Thank you for being my Grandma, you are an Angel. When i lost you, my world ended. It can never be mended. I wish i could give the years of my life away so that you could live. There is never a time to say the word goodbye, but i never had the chance to. I miss you, i need you. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART